As I’ve mentioned some of my posts will be from my journal entries. As you will see, some of those include prayers I have written to God. I am including them so you can get a deeper glimpse in to my heart and so you can see how God has answered and continues to answer my prayers.
I don’t want to go back to what we’ve had over these past several months.
If my choice is him that and kind of marriage or not being married to him at all, I choose not being married to him at all.
To be lied to (so often, at that) with no remorse has been heartbreaking and has damaged our relationship deeply.
I never want to live like that again.
Lord, please keep him away until I can trust him.
At this point he had been out of the house for a few weeks.