Journal Entry – March 20, 2014

Everything hurts today.  I want to scream – really scream from the bottom of my gut.

He transferred this boulder to me.  I didn’t sign up for this.

I look at my ring and it looks empty – meaningless.  A symbol of broken promises and lies.  Why did our rings only ever mean anything to me?

I’m tired of feeling broken.

I’ve been with him a couple of times now.  I feel like the women watch me when we are together.  Why?

I’m broken today.  

I don’t want to just survive this.  

I don’t want to just breath in & out each day.  I want to thrive!!!

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