It’s been almost 5 months and I still feel so broken. Is this it? Is this my new normal? Is this healed? It doesn’t feel like it. I feel hollow inside. I feel like I’m sleep walking – not really living.
I feel empty. And I still have a head and heart full of questions:
- will I ever know that he really completely wants me?
- Or will I always wonder?
- When we have sex is making love to me? Or is he with one of them?