I still struggle knowing Hub had his affair with S while going to church. And he was beginning his affair with M while still in church (he stopped going while involved), having devotions with our family and prayer time with our family. How did everything inside Hub not scream at him to stop what he was doing? And why could he not stop? Did he really not want to? WHY?
Hub says he always prayed for me – everyday. Prayed what for me? That I wouldn’t find out? That I would die so he could be with his AP? How do you pray for your wife and then proceed to betray her?